Sometimes My Mind Goes Along Like This:
omygoshi'malmostthirtyishouldbemarriedishouldbeapastorishouldlovepeoplemore
whyaminotmarriedyetwhydoikeepdisappointingpeoplewhatisthisjobthati'minwilli
everbesuccessfulwillievermakeadifferencecanigetmyacttogethercanigetmoreregular
anddeepertimewithgodjustwhatexactlyismyproblemwhoaremyrealfriendswhyami
stillindependentwhereismyheartwhatisthepointwhenarethingsgoingtochangewhatis
godaskingmetodotodayWHEREAREYOUGOD?
But then I stop myself and I realize:
iamlovedstoppanickinggod'stimingisperfectleannotonyourownunderstandingbutinall
yourwaysacknowledgehimit'sokit'sgonnabeokkeepmovingforwarddon'tletupdon't
giveupyouareawarrioritishisabilitynotyoursthere'snotimelikethepresentmakea
decisiontodaygetpluggedincallpastornormbreathedeeplygodishere
posted by Timothy @ 8:08 AM
16 Comments:
Timothy, you are loved, and appreciated very much. God is in control, he knows what he's doing, and his timing is perfect.
right on
I'm so glad you posted that...It's not just me then :)
Hi Tim. How are you? It's been a while. i think I would still like you to be my friend even if you never achieve whatever it is that feels out of grasp.
ps - heard any good music recently?
Tim, I sooo connect with that. Ditto with what Lucie said.
oh, you are almost thirty? you say that with such pessimism... just you wait. it only gets better!
Lucie, thanks for letting me be your friend still. I'm glad about that! Haven't heard much good music, although I do enjoy the latest Delirious album Mission Bell. I'm in one of those times of giving all my music away.
Fin, yes.
I notice Finster didn't invite me to play some pong... wise man. Very wise. ;)
Speaking of music, what was that band you played for me during your visit? The one that was similar to Sufjan Stevens?
Anathallo.
Thanks!
Jerk.
Try commenting again - i have fixed the thing...
comment #15
i know that wasn't really much of a comment...don't know if it really counted so this one makes up for it.
I really like this post!
Uncle Timothy, I would have to say that was a little hard to read, but I got it all. I love you and you have always been my favorite.
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